Portraits of my mind

I wish I could take pictures with words....
I wish I could capture every single pixel of thought that I have...
when my thoughts are at their brightest.

I want these portraits so that I can look back, and experience the feeling that possessed my mind to want to capture this forever...

I want these portraits so that I can look at them now, and appreciate what I've had, what I have - how I've grown... and how I haven't...

I want these portraits because I want to know myself...from every angle that life takes.

But I don't know how to take pictures, I can only look at them, and admire the photographer...
I wanna take pictures...I wanna be a photographer.