5 am scramble

Just some stuff that I wrote down at 5 in the Morn today.... randomness.... :)\


-Like most games that include great risks, the rules are implicitly stated.
They are unspoken - sorta like - if you don't know them, you shouldn't be playing the game - not knowing the rules is not an option.

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I miss you more when you're here than when you're away

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I smell you when I breathe again. =>... that's one of the best parts!
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life takes soooo much.... but it gives more.

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Just to feel your touch...
Just to want to feel you...
Just to want you...
to want...just you-
beautiful.

Portraits of my mind

I wish I could take pictures with words....
I wish I could capture every single pixel of thought that I have...
when my thoughts are at their brightest.

I want these portraits so that I can look back, and experience the feeling that possessed my mind to want to capture this forever...

I want these portraits so that I can look at them now, and appreciate what I've had, what I have - how I've grown... and how I haven't...

I want these portraits because I want to know myself...from every angle that life takes.

But I don't know how to take pictures, I can only look at them, and admire the photographer...
I wanna take pictures...I wanna be a photographer.

Blue Mornings

Our schedules don't match.
You steal away in the middle of the night,
while my eyelids become cemented over my eyes.

They say "It's better that way" - I say:
'I miss the mornings'

waking to your arm over my torso,
or my breasts against your back.
That morning smell that is only captured in
the first hour of waking.
I miss the flutter of your lashes as you open your eyes -
which always seems like it's for the first time.

I'm patient though...more than most.
And I'm not hoppin' trains or jumping ship -
Like Brandy said "I wanna be down!", and I do!
I wanna be so low into you that...
I can't see any light from above, just you.
But sometimes I miss our mornings...

*just something I wrote b/c I had too much time on my hands last week - lol*