Friday, January 11, 2013

Bart ride


Am bart ride 1/11/13 - thoughts that arouse today - during my Bart ride ....... Sime are lyrics, exerpts, or my thoughts-Hella random 

Sometimes you gotta learn to swim with no life guard ..... 
Should've said it then- now I gotta talk to clouds 

Can't stand a liar

Everything seemed less real after.... All a rouse, great acting. Take a bow when it's over. 

Re:Tammy's song - stop fuckih with "niggas" and get with a man, or tell him to get some act right! Lol

It's a lot of people in need of some act right rigt about now- I can't save em all though. 

Only yesterday was the time of our lives....

Sometimes it lasts in love- sometimes it hurts instead. Who would have known how bittersweet this would Taste :/- don't forget me, I beg. 

Ill sell a brick to a house - lol

What you choose me for? - pure bliss- 

Sometimes I miss her so much, that I try to forget about her- bc it hurts so much. 

Listen better!! 

You gave me a great and wondrous gift. You taught me how to listen... I'm learning to hone in on this skill- and to try harder to listen to myself, instead of others all the time. But thanks to you/ I can finally hear- I am not deaf to it. while it, nor myself is perfect... I am so grateful to have earned this ability.... It was a hard journey. Thank you got walking beside me through it- for that, you will ALWAYS remain in my being. 

Most times I'm alone, I cry 

Who gon stop me?!

The river (water) holds the music of life.... Listen to it to replenish your mind- wade in it to cleanse your soul. 

"Deepest understanding for all paths- all situations - all of life and the chaotic harmony and dance that it Creates" - me, inspired when reading Siddartha 

“I'm going into the forests, I'm going into the oneness," spoke Vasudeva with a bright smile.”

Excerpt From: Hesse, Hermann. “Siddhartha.” 

“That in all that searching, you don't find the time for finding?”

“because he is obsessed by the goal. Searching means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal.”

“Many people, Govinda, have to change a lot, have to wear many a robe, I am one of those, my dear”

“wisdom cannot be passed on. Wisdom which a wise man tries to pass on to someone always sounds like foolishness.” Knowledge can be conveyed, but not wisdom 

“A person or an act is never entirely Sansara or entirely Nirvana, a person is never entirely holy or entirely sinful.”

My Only hope is to find many people on this path to wisdom - and that I too- will be a teacher in their world. That they will look back at our interactions- and understand the gifts that we both have given each other by meeting each other at the times that we did on our respective journeys - me :) #napa 

Ill never forget napa - I learned the ills of jealousy there- first time I was able to use understanding instead of jealousy.... First time I didn't see green... It felt warm., and right.... And everything that followed felt the same way... I was forever changed on that day... I've had so many moments such as these- and the frequency that they have occurred only give me both fear and hope about the many other lessons That I will learn/ and all the tools that i will gain through wisdom that will combat any and all negative energy that I still recycle in me - that is recycled throughout this world. - me :)

Feeling feelings today 


He taught me that time was not real... That security is not real... These are all senses... All a feeling ... All in its own time- just as long as you stay true to you- he couldn't teach me that though - that is something that can I only be learned within ones self. #matrixisreal 

The matrix is real- are you? Snap out of it. Take control of your life, and make your world as you see fit. It's your journey - no one else's 

“you have to worship in him, in you, in everyone the Buddha which is coming into being,”

“all sin already carries the divine forgiveness in itself, all small children already have the old person in themselves, all infants already have death, all dying people the eternal life.”

When you're absent minded- it makes the people close to you feel like they're absent in your mind